Letters to My Baby ~ #3
I decided to go to the doctor yesterday since today was Thanksgiving. It turned out that I have an upper respiratory infection and the beginning of bronchitis. So, I’m thankful that I went. Last night was a horrible night. I slept upright on the couch and coughed off and on all night. Today hasn’t been much better. I just haven’t felt well altogether. You will be so worth all of this though. I see other newborn pictures and I just can’t wait to see what you look like, and to hold you in my arms. I don’t know why I’m rushing time so much though. Your big brother turned 13 today. You know I’ve been having such a hard time with that. I just don’t want to let him go, to let him grow up. I want to squeeze him tighter!
We had a lovely Thanksgiving, even though I really missed our friends and family in Ohio. Dinner was good and celebrating G.Q.’s birthday was great too. I think he was pretty happy. I haven’t felt you in a few days. I don’t like that. I can’t feel you kick yet, but usually I feel butterflies about once a day and I just know that it’s you. I love you! Love, Mommy