The Spirit of a Quitter
About a year or so ago I was at church when our pastor and assistant pastor were laying hands on people and praying and prophesying over them. When it came my turn, the assistant pastor put his hands on my forehead and prayed a great prayer and spoke some fantastic words about our family. Then he took me by complete surprise when he said that he “breaks the spirit of a quitter off of me“. What? ME, a quitter? And then it began. The deep reflections of my life and the realization of all the things I have quit doing, much of it long before God was calling me to quit.
- I quit college my senior year. Looking back, I really wish I had just pushed through those last few months. MONTHS! That’s all I had left, and I quit.
- I quit a business that was growing great and had such awesome potential. Now, this one I really think God was leading me to quit, but sometimes I still question whether it was His will or mine. Sometimes I miss it, but it was really stressful at times.
- I’ve quit my dieting and exercise plans numerous times. Never got anywhere with that. Once again I’m trying to lose weight.
- At this very moment I want to stop homeschool because I feel like my husband would be so much better at it than me. I’m so frustrated. I can’t even pronounce things right. He’s a genius!
- I stopped singing. This isn’t good because one of my life goals was to become a famous singer. I used to sing on the praise and worship team, but then I had a baby and I’m having trouble making it to church on time. At least that’s my excuse for now.
- I’ve tried babysitting several times and it never worked out.
Okay, I could honestly go on and on, but all that would do is drag me down. So I’ll stop right here and give you and me some encouragement to keep moving forward. Don’t give up.
My favorite verse to keep me going through tough times (or even just when I’m feeling lazy) is this:
For with God nothing will be impossible. Luke 1:37
I’m Amanda and a Christian homeschooling Mom to 4 awesome boys from ages 4 to 19.
I have an amazing, supportive husband, a passion for encouraging others in their faith, and helping new homeschoolers find their way through their journey.
Thank you for stopping by and getting to know me better.